why not

I used to keep a blog.

A very extensive one, actually.. I dont know why i stopped, I feel like maybe it kept my thoughts in order, while also keeping track of what i was doing in my life and what not. Served as an outlet, if you will.

So I will start another one.

I dont have any "projects", per se, to keep track of, only things i'm trying to take care of like cleaning out my room, learning a while opera role... things like that. I'm not so sure this will be a success, or interesting at all, but I'm giving it a try and we'll see what happens.

woo!


Quick review of my weekend is thus:

pretty much babysat some ridiculous people at a party in Northport on friday with mallory cheri and nick, and an impromptu hanging out at billy's with quite a bit of people. The drama is running thick, but i guess is over my head bc i can't sense any huge problems really..

I've been grasping at straws for quite a while trying to keep ties close and what not, but it is ill-received. I can't force the people in my past to stay close to me, nor can i bring them all with me into my future i suppose.. So i wash my hands of it, and hope that things work out on their own, bc i did my best, and theres not much more i can do.

Heading out now to see Billy play (hopefully) at the Melting Pot. As of an hour ago things were looking pretty grim in the hung over department hahah so i hope everything is ok.

True blood tonight with WT <3

bye!